job :)

I got a job with a television channel yesterday. I've got some amount of anxiety - leaving my daughter at daycare but the work is in my area of interest - software programming for TV shows and it's paying very well.

So it's a bit of mixed feelings. Yesterday I was euphoric, but today I'm a bit in the troughs. I feel like someone who knows when she's going to die - somehow I want to hold on to every moment spent at home. My joining date is next month, 11th. I might not be able to visit blogladder that often, and that's bothering me too. For all I know, my daughter might love day care. More than her I'll experience separation anxiety I think.